Monday, March 12, 2007

Lunch Break

1. Checked my balance, faced the music and it wasn't good. I have a very negative balance and 12 days until my next paycheck. This catching up thing is not working out too well.

2. Spoke with my father and he met a woman on match.com and is dating. He loves match! He is having a good time of it-it's quite adorable, really.

3. Hung out on State Street while ingesting the money predicament and speaking to my dad. Got approached by men who felt I needed to be told about the dust on my back. Saw lots of people.

4. Enjoyed the sunshine.


5. Listened to "Whatever Happens" by Michael Jackson on my iPod while riding the elevator.

Monday, March 05, 2007

A new experience

Trying to do your taxes on your lunch break in the middle of a fasting day.

Then calling your landlord to explain how you can use the return you just figured to pay back at least one of the months you are behind on rent.

I am a little loopy but I think the math is right and my Federal Return is just about the amount of one month's rent which makes me happy. I am not sure why I capitalized federal return but I did my taxes so there.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

technical difficulties

So I find writing very therapeutic, heck, it's what got me through the worst parts of childhood. I was going to post something here to do with the awful nightmares I've been having and the dreammoods corresponding assessment, but I wrote a letter to my good friend Abi and no longer felt the need to expel here in blogosphere.

But I took a moment and did it anyway. And felt satisfied. And cleansed and clear. And I pressed publish, and it disappeared. The whole, rather long and 'unloading a burden' post just disappeared. And for a moment I was....slightly annoyed. But the writing itself had served to further calm my anxieties.

Here is the thing that is accurate from dreammoods. That is all I will say.

Pool
To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to understand and deal with your emotions. You need to dive right in. Alternatively, a pool may indicate your need for cleansing. You need to wash away the past.


I know what my fast is all about, folks.